Day 1

Well I’m pretty new to this whole blogging thing. I’ve seen many blogs and I figured I would start my own. I’m 29 father of two precious little girls. I live with my girlfriend and her son. We have a great relationship. And I believe a lot has to do with what I tell her. Depression sucks. Suicide sucks. No one understands how much you have to deal with unless you talk about it. I’ve been dealing with depression for years now and it doesn’t get any easier. Some days are good and some days are bad. Most days I have to deal with my inner self and why I want to even live for. Just because I have a smile on my face doesn’t mean I’m in a good mood. Everyday is a struggle just to keep my head above ground. Well I hope this was a good blog. But it’s past my bed time but I will dive more into this within the next few days.